Paul, I genuinely hope you can find a way to seek help from the Community again, whether it be through posting publicly or through PM's with those you are comfortably dealing with. There is a good group of now experienced users contributing alongside the HE staff. If you have butted heads with the rules set down (that most of us have not read unless we needed to, if I'm honest), then I would suggest taking an inquisitive approach to better understanding this and finding the best way to direct your questions within the....
Hmm... I'm probably saying the same things that have already been said in the past. All I can say is I hope you persist....